Wednesday, October 29, 2008

God's Grace

There are some times in life when God's Grace seems so present.
When His Hand is clearly on you or a loved one.
I have been blessed to know God's Grace many times in my life.
Below is one such occasion.
I have footnoted some points to bring special attention so that God may get the Glory
and you may also rejoice with me in His Goodness and Grace.
So that I will remember.
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Henry (1) was 4 weeks old. I had just been on a big walk with my sisters and mother in law (2). I had a quick errand to do and my mother in law offered to watch Henry for the 20 minutes it would take me to run this errand.

I came home to find an ambulance in front of my house and a stretcher on the front porch (3).


Henry had stopped breathing (4) and my mother-in law quickly called 911. By the time I arrived home Henry was breathing fine (5) and was ok other then a little bit nervous around the paramedics and their equipment.

My Mom and I (6) had already long self-diagnosed him with laryngomalacia. Within a few days of birth Henry began to make a funny noise which we soon learned was called a stridor (also self-diagnosed). This stridor became much more pronounced and worrisome as each week of his new life passed. When we finally got a referral to a specialist we were disappointed to be told that we had several months to wait. Didn't they know my son sounded like he was struggling to breathe almost 24 hours a day?

Well, after the ambulance incident Henry quickly became a priority (7) and we were seen by the pediatric ENT specialist (8) immediately upon arrival at the Hospital (9).


He had a laryngoscopy, our diagnoses was confirmed. The Doctor had us spend the night while Henry's oxygen was monitored. The ENT felt that Henry's oxygen results were abnormal and surgery could be required. A respirologist reviewed Henry's results (10) and found them normal for an infant and suggested anti-reflux medication (reflux is a common symptom of laryngomalacia) while we went home and watched to see how his condition progressed, and would come back 6 weeks later (11).


In that 6 weeks Henry's sleeping and eating habits VASTLY improved (12). His stridor remained the same (13) but that was to be expected. It was now just a waiting game -Laryngomalacia is a condition children grow out of. (14)


Several months later I find myself again in the specialist's office. I have a follow up appointment. Over the past few months I have miraculously watched as his stridor decreased. Yesterday I was told I didn't have to come back. Henry was through it. (15) Only because of God's Grace.

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Footnotes:

(1) - Henry, one of God's most precious gifts to me
(2) - Wonderful in-laws
(3) - Truly amazing and caring paramedics.
(4) - If Henry hadn't stopped breathing we would have waited months to see a specialist.
(5) - Henry started breathing again. Praise God.
(6) - A Mom/Grandma who researched incessantly. She correctly diagnosed his breathing sounds and condition.
(7) - We had an appointment immediately
(8) - The student Doctor recognized Henry. She just happened to be at the hospital where he was born, and while I recovered from my c-section, she was the doctor who had Henry's case. Therefore she was very familiar with Henry's history (he had some trouble after birth).
(9) - We live 8 minutes away from an incredible Children's Hospital. We have publicly funded Health Care system.
(10) - The ENT wasn't too proud to seek out another opinion. Had we sought his opinion we could have had to wait for an appointment. Instead we had to very gifted doctors debating over my son's medical case.
(11) - A mild medication seemed like a MUCH BETTER option than surgery
(12) - Henry had been a slow to gain weight previously. I was now getting much more sleep.
(13) - It didn't get worse
(14) - While a worrisome condition, it would not be a life long battle.
(15) - Hallelujah!
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I realize that many people go through situations much more trying then my own.
This was just intended to remind myself of God's Grace in this case.
No matter the trial may I always remember:

We know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God,

to those who are called according to His purpose. - Romans 8:28

Monday, October 27, 2008

My New Mantra

Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Don't put it down put it away
Should I put it down? No! Put it Away!!


My mom has said my whole life that I leave a trail wherever I go. This isn't intentional laziness. I was never intentionally inconsiderate for the person who would have to pick up after me. I just never ever ever never realize that I do this. When I leave the living room to go to the kitchen I don't look behind me to see what else I could bring. This kind of innate organization doesn't come naturally to me.


This poses a challenge because disorganization and messiness can make me feel depressed. I feel most joy and satisfaction in a beautiful and functional home. I will work SO HARD to clean my entire house only to have it looking a shambles the very next day, or even after supper on the same day.

I first heard "Don't put it down, put it away" while listening to this series online. I will often listen to sermons or books on tape while I go about my daily doings. It really resonated with me. I started thinking - so that's how people can clean their homes and just 'spot treat' the rest of the week? So that's how I can avoid piles of stuff on my desk? So that's how I can keep the house comfortable for a surprise visitor?


Do any of you have a saying/mantra that keeps you motivated? All this to say, next time you see me - please, remind me: Don't Put It Down, PUT IT AWAY!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Catching Up

I haven't posted much as of late. Is it two posts in the past two weeks? Sheesh. . .that's not a very good start in my attempt to capture and record some of our daily happenings during this season. Life has been so full that I sometimes have to choose between good things - and my blog is often the good thing left by the wayside.

Over the past few weeks I have been busy with a teething babe, a hard working husband, keeping my home, and my family and friends.
Henry has his first tooth. Bottom left. I am sure he is now working on the bottom right tooth as my well sleeping baby is no longer sleeping so well.
With the fall comes a busy season for my husband. His work correlates with the public school schedule so the office has been buzzing since labour day. He is also still in school himself, working towards his accounting designation, and that started up again in September. He works all day, then arrives home and has supper with us, and then studies until late into the night. Henry and and I miss him but appreciate all the hard work and many hours that he is putting in for us.

This past Sunday Cory, Henry and I spent some time meandering through one of our most favourite spots: Ottawa's Arboretum. The photos in this post are from our walk that afternoon.

We had a very beautiful and refreshing day.


No spring nor summer beauty hath such grace as I have seen in one autumnal face
John Donne